Fading Memories Chp 1 She sat up. Her window was right in front of her. She had always been afraid of windows, but this time she was verily scared.It was four o' clock in the morning. Only a gloomy orange-pink and dark blue light shimmered through the cracks of the thin white horizontal strips, shielding her from the wandering eyes of nature and people. Wasn't very helpful. The girl stared at the window with her cold grey eyes showing no emotion. It was there, starring at her. It's bloody red eyes glowing over it's tall shadowy body. It was always in her dreams, but never in real life. The seemingly non-existent figure slid away swiftly, and quietly. She lifted her covers off and over to the side of her, and dragged her limp body off the bed. Crescent was her name, or at least, what she had been called since she can remember. And that does not mean since she was three or four. But more as ten or eleven. Crescent shifted her
Try bleeding Inside?I sadly dreamAbout me and youabout what we could've hadAbout what we could doBut the dreams turn to nightmaresabout horror and death"What is this horror!?""What about it?"-- you ask,I'll tell you right now,before I drop deadThe horror is that day..You left me in the sand.I loved you so much!And you said you did too!And I thought you did..I BELIEVED you.I guess you did..Because you became my dog..Did you finally let me goOr, to you, is it wrong?Do you miss me like dead kin,or your lost prized possession?Or did you MOVE on.Did you feed off me like lichen?But then you text me,and you say.."I LOVED YOU SO MUCH!WHY'D YOU DO THIS TO ME!?"I didn't do it..You are the one,The one who said,our relationship's done.I stare at the ground now,in cold, dark eyes..Pondering my thoughts,Wondering if you lied.Now you just kill me,I can't help to look your way.And then I remember,Such astounding memories.WHY HAVE YOU LET ME GO?WHY DID YOU LEAVE ME IN THE FIRST PLA
It's what you've shown me.It's what you've shown me that made me love youand now the bitter pain blocks my wayIt's just an invisible enemy,blocking me every time I get closeI FINALLY smile.And you go ahead and RUIN IT for me.I dislike you now.You've killed me,And, Apparently I've killed you too.I never wanted to hurt youBecause I've loved you so muchno matter what happened I wanted you next to me.Now we both feel dead,and the only way to show emotion is write it.We've killed each other.With an abandoned love.I'm sorry.Don't hate me.I still want you, though.And I'll always miss you too.