''Just in-case I'' Suicide letter

Just in case I grab a knife and shove it through my heart....

Dan,
I love you so much that I get so confused when I try to think about how much I love you. You KNOW I want a future with you, and it's always possible, but there's a chance it wont happen. I never wanted to lose you this way. I hope you realize I never meant to be a jerk to you I never meant anything negative in our relation ship, and especially towards you. I do not joke; I LOVE YOU. Stop blaming yourself for shit. Sure you were the one who wanted to do stuff but I'm the one who didn't try to stop you. If I cared enough I would've. And if I end. Don't you dare blame yourself. DON'T YOU DARE end yourself either. You need to look after Sam. Poor boy needs help with his soul. You were born a medic. You mended my heart, help him mend his.
I love you.
~Adri<33
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Sam,
I love you bro. You're so special Imma never forget ya. I hope you realize you have more than me and you just don't understand it. You know deep inside of you, which is why you're so wise. Ya just gotta stop being hypocritical and listen to yourself. i'm so glad you don't give up. I know you tell me not to give up. But if I do, I'm sorry. But I couldn't help it.
~Yo Lil' Sis
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Jobe,
I love you. You're important. I know you probably think I'm so stupid cause "I've never been through anything" especially anything as bad as you have. but I still hurt, I just can't handle as much as you can. I know if I die you will give up on trying... Please don't. I don't want to be the person you have left. Find someone who still has a heart.
~Adri
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Jared,
Hey. I love you. Sorry I can't be that special person. Sorry I can't be that awesome person. I'm sorry I can't be there for you. I'm sorry for ruining you life a little. I feel bad. But you know I'll always love you. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, so if I die. Don't die either, just know my spirit is in your heart. And it will always be there. I would say more.. But I can't. It's too much to say.
~Adri<3
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Andrew,
Keep Ernie. She's so wonderful I love you too Bro, but you need a girl with a heart.
~Yo sis, Adge.
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Annie & Hannah,
I love you both.. BUT SERIOUSLY IF YOU BOTH DON'T SHUT UP ABOUT HOW YOU'RE LIFE IS "worse than hers" THEN GO FUCKING DIE IN A HOLE. Understand that it doesn't matter about that, it matters that you both have each other. Stay BFFs forever. I'll be in both your hearts.
~Yo Sis, Adri




Everyone,
Luv U
~LOVE Adreee<3